Saturday, December 25, 2010


It is amazing on how life changes when you ask for it, it may not always come in the form you are expecting but change comes.

I have been going through major life changes...I am now a single mommy of my two children. My husband quit our marriage when he found love else where with another girl. Unfortunately he was not able to communicate where he was at and how he was feeling, and did have an affair with this woman. Everything I knew to be true in my life shattered that day, the person I vowed to love, honor and cherish....ripped my heart out, filet'd my heart and roasted it over a spit fire, and all that is left is a smoldering heap of ash.

Being left to pick up the pieces, and sew them back together has been the hardest thing I have ever been through to date in my life. It is true what they say, the person closest to your heart will hurt you the worst. On the flip side...I am learning a lot about myself, and never knew how strong I was. It is weird watching and experiencing the love for someone is the most painful process, but one I will survive.